PRAY PRAY! Please. We were to hear about renting that house today, he called, but we were gone and would not leave the message with the sitter. He said that he would try back at 6pm, but did not. We are very nervous. I am almost beside myself in anxiety. I just need to know , so I can plan my next step. I know it is all in God's time. I know he is in control. I just feel so nuts, lost, overwhelmed and tried right now, I just don't know what to do. W is still not in school, they want to wait to see if we move. Keith got paid a little extra this last week, praise God, but the when I deposited it, the bank did not post it and is sending the check back to us and no one over the phone would/could tell us why.
It just seems like even the little things are going the other way on us right now. I just don't understand. I would like one week with no events please!
W is a handful. I got him a work book to work in and we spend about 2-3 hour working on it. You might be thinking, wow, that is great. And maybe it is. But I know that I have learned that I will NEVER go back to school and get a special Ed credital. NEVER! We only get 2 to 3 pages done and it is a 1st grade book.
Keith has a hard time getting him to eat dinner. I think that Keith is tried by the time he gets home and just has nothing left. I try to explain to him that yelling at him is not the answer, it is no better then W's grandma & mother.
At this current moment I am wondering if we are doing the right thing. It is right for the boys? For our babies? For our family? For our marriage? I just don't know. I miss the way thing were and I wonder if should have never have gotten involved? I wonder if the boys will stay or go or if this is what God wants? I just don't know.