Why denial?
It has not been a great week, or good for that matter.
I took 5 different tests and passed them all.
Happy news right? It should be. Not that I don't want another baby, just that my body is being weird. I have been spotting since Saturday.
I have taken 2 blood tests now. First one-prego for sure, good levels. Second one this morning. The levels have dropped some.
I go again Saturday for another. Monday they will call me and let me know. If nothing happens and spotting stops, we should be fine.
Or-something happens. And I AM NOT READY FOR THAT! This stuff happens to other people. I AM NOT OTHER PEOPLE! I DON'T WANT TO BE OTHER PEOPLE. I LIKE BORING!!
God, please please please let me stop and everything go good. Give me peace, calm my heart. Help us get through this. Help us understand and accept Your will for our lives. I know that You will not put us through anything without giving us what we need to make it out closer to You.
posted by Mandy at 11:01 AM
6 Comments:
wow, sounds like you have a lot going on. life is so hard sometimes! praying for you!
March 23, 2006 1:14 PM
Your in my prayers:)
Love,
Snoopy
March 26, 2006 11:55 AM
Five different tests and passed them all? My first thought was, is she taking a class or something? :-)
Will be praying for you...let us know!!
March 27, 2006 12:44 PM
Of course, we all know, God doesn't give us what we can't handle...I'm sure you just wished he didn't trust you so much! You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. Keep us updated.
March 27, 2006 2:03 PM
ah, mandy... not sure to be excited or sad with you. I am thinking of you and want to chat with you more. Write me!!! I need to know what to pray for you for!
March 27, 2006 3:03 PM
Hey I just ran across your page and feel like I am snooping, but wantes to wish you well and let you know my thoughts are with you and that growing family of yours!!
April 04, 2006 11:04 PM
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